Be able to really study. To really do art. To live uninterrupted by the outside self.

More specifically

Teach without training

Share without meetings, paperwork, and crippling and prying social media

Be in love without doubt

Stay home all day unapologetically

Not worry about keeping up, staying ahead, or having my head above the waters

Study biomimicry more detailed, especially in application to spatial relationships within spaces, structures and the physiological response to those designs. Then in application to accessibility to those in most need, those blinded and marginalized to their own realities: my neighbors and community.

Be healthy consistently. 

Commit myself to myself.

Then after all this just understand, and try to remember achievement is actually nothing. Our purpose is in the moment after all, and achievement only exists with a past and future.

Hum.